Back for real?

Okay, I totally miss blogging here in blogspot and just blog about my life.
Maybe I should start using this noh?

Hmm.. nothing new with me... well there is. I've got my braces out and just gonna have retainers start from on friday or next week. Ohh gee. I totally feel weird without it. Hehe I miss having braces now. :) I didn't know I would miss having one. :D

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I've realized how much I've been really unfair to somebody who is really important to me and who loves me so much. It sucks because I know it hurts both of us but there's just something in me that always want something more from him. Like I keep wanting more even if I should be contented for what I have and what is going on with my life now. Grr. I should change soon... real soon cuz I might be the reason why we might... and find myself Guilty. Ugghh.

I must change for the better. It's not good being like this forever. I don't want to regret and hate life. Haha.

Must go now. :)

Mee loves. :)

UPDATE

Heyyyy!:)

How y`all been?! Finals' done and so is our school and yeee, it's SUMMER time baby!
FINALLY!
(i love the songs playing at Burger King!)

Anyways, I've been fine people! - if ever you've been wondering ;)
In love? Yess. :) hehe

Hmm... I don't know what to shareee. :P There's alot of things that happened to me since the last time I blogged but then if ever I talk about it, it might make you guys bored. Hehe. I haven't got any new pictures as well... hmm.. well I have so you can just take a look at my multiply.

Oh yeah! What a fun start to my Summer....

ISALAND COVE for FREE, baby!!!!

ooohh! Which reminds mee, Happy 18th Birthday Igy Alba!:) Sooo thank you for the ride kanina and advance thank you for treating us at Island Cove. :) Sana ganun din nung debut ko! Sosyal ka ee. Hehehe :)

Yolec wouldn't bee there thouggh. :( sadsad. :( but i`ll be with him more later on naman soo yeahh. babawi ako. :) April25th still on naman ee. :) Greenbelt baby!:)

...
Cgee gotta go. I`ll post pics at my multiply maybe after this week? Comment haa? I miss you guys. :)

I want my life to be like a video tape. :D

Listening to Selfish by Nsync made me remember the past. When he and I used to be just friends. When I was problematic about the whole issue of "me-liking-him" thing. Sigh... Old memories, man.

Call me weird but sometimes I wish I can go back and feel those again. I feel the excitement being in that world. Tampuhans, fights, misunderstandings, the care... damn I can totally feel the attention! LOL yuckk KSP? haha hindi naman pero you know when you are in that stage... you are in need of someone's attention? their time? and most of all... them?

Sigh. Those times. :) It's what I call my rollercoster ride. :) Looking back at them now it was a fun experience... I wish I can rewind them again and again whenever I feel like it. :)

Forgive me, okay? I just miss everything. The old times. When we were just friends. When I was more carefree...

BUT I am happier now. Thankful for what I have `cuz I'm in love with someone who's in love with me as well. :) weee -- kiligs

Sorry sa post aa. LOL wala lang.. share share lang... tagal ko kasi hindi na nag popost ee. :D

Cgee na ngaa.. alis na ako. :)
Plurk/Tumblr mode.

It's March!

listening to: Feel This - Bethany Joy Galeotti

March 5 - It was our 3rd month and I thank god it was better than last month's. I thought this day will be a happy day. No one cried and we didn't fight!:) But the D.O. did kinda ruined my day cuz he caught me wearing rubber sandals. The F! Mom bought that sandals from Shoe Salon for about 1,5k and I got D.O. for that! Haha He took my id and gave me warning. Ackk. It sucks man. I hate his fugly face. But on the brighter side, at least before I leave the school I have one memory of getting caught by the D.O. right?! Haha Damn... right now I feel like doing something stupid before I leave... something fun. :)) LOL -- hmm... i`ll see about that. :)

i gave him a shirt from TeamManila & he gave me that white cute cap. :) wee - lovelove.

March 6 - We didn't have filip13 class because Ms. Catacutan wasn't around and I think she went out of town with the other faculty members. We had "classmating" for almost the whole period during Philoma and had Bmat class after. Ms Sablay wasn't around as well because of their field trip and so we had to do this activity supposedly for 5 mins only. Mica and I took about 30mins to finish it. Honestly, I don't know what I was doing... whatever I think was right I right `em down. Haha. Nakakatamad kasi.

Met up with Yolec at 7th floor, LRC and then we went to the main to eat lunch. We had lunch with Ara and Dexter and then we went to Dance Room to practice Tango. A faculty from performing and arts made us go and leave the DR cuz they'll be using it. Hmpff she could have said it in a proper way not in a mad way. The hell... the man said we can use the DR even without the signature of the person incharge... hmpff. sucks. Anyhooos, we didn't really do anything naman soo yeah...

Went home early to take a rest and I did! :)

March 7 - I went to Rob Place to celebrate Yolec and I's 3rd month. We watched You Changed My Life. Man, good movie. Hehe Yolec kept on calling me "bebe ko" now but I don't really like it... I don't really like calling and being called by my bf "baby/bebe/babe" it just make me feel all awkward. Haha :)) LOL... But yeah.. you guys should watch it. :):)

We went around the mall after the movie. We ate at Sbarro and went around the mall again. When we got tired we went to eat at Cerealicious and then stayed at Powerbook to chill. We didn't know where else to go so we made Powerbook the tambayan. haha We stayed there for almost 2 hours talking and reading children's book! Haha :)) Whaat?! It was fun. Haha Something I haven't done before. Haha

We even talked about what will happen in the future and we wish that before we get married (if ever) one of our friend from the barkada has to get married. Haha Hindi dapat kami yung mauuna. Hahaha. :):)

We went home when it was gonna be 7pm. It was a tiring day but it was FUN. :) I love today's day. :) Weee... and I'm sure Yolec loved it too... prolly more than I did. HAHAHA! -- you know why... right hon? *grins*

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Today I went to church with my family... watched You Changed My Life again. I didn't want to but good thing I did cuz I was able to understand the part when they were fighting na and stuff. Hehe The story kinda relate me... haha about me MOVING to CANADA. hahaha and some other part about the time, her love and etc. :) Hehe A lesson I learned today. :)

Anyways.. I gotta go guys.. I've got 2 talambuhay to do. My teacher wants it uber deep tagalog soo I have to ask my mom to help me out. She even complain how hard it is to make something like that deep! Hahaha

Aiteee. I miss you guys.. comment naman. :)

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we are so blue but we're not blue... we're gay! haha
we ARE so blue... but we're not SAD... we're HAPPY! :)

gets? lol coorny. :D

I couldn't ask for anyone else. :)

Happy Valentines Day!:)

I won't go out today to celebrate it because Yolec won't be free and I'm sick. Gah.. I hate being sick. I hate having cough and cold. :((

Anyhooo.. I had my first ever surprise for valentines (it was advance though.:))

Yolec had it all planned, I don't know when but that's what he and my friends said. Yesterday morning during Philoma he told me that he will be going to his mom til 1pm. So I thought I won't be with him til 1pm so maybe Marie and I can go to 168 for 2 hours and then come back... but he didn't want me to. He asked me to stay and just wait for him cuz he's "coming". So then my friends (Mon, Marie, Loren and Carleen) who knew about the surprise was with me at Rap's eating... Marie said she was this close from telling me that there was a surprise thing going on but since I didn't understand it she took it back. :)) haha

Marie and I left right after we finished. We went to Igy's place because that's where Yolec wants us to meet. :| Weird right? Haha :)) Ohwell... So then when I opened the door... I went straight the living room and saw Igy's room full of people (and the door was close which is not normally done), saw roses on top of the tv.. on top of Igy's ref and I saw hearts and a card on his walls. I was like, "Awww.... this is soo cute." When I was about to ask if those were for Igy's girfriend, Angel... Yolec hugged me and then I realized that it was for me. :) *awwww*

Then he gave me the cheesecake he made for me. :) Awww.... Ackk! Soo sweet nohh? :):) And then he gave me a gift... couple ring. :) Same kami. Which looks like a wedding ring (acc. to my mom) hehe. :))

<ackk.. sorry hon kung on that day wala pa akong gift.. but i'll have.. wala pa akong gift seo after christmas ee.>

I was speechless and actually I felt guilty for always fighting with him tapos he has something for me pala. Huhu but ackk I'm really happy. :)

Here's some pictures my friends and I took when we went back to Igy's condo at around 6pm.:)

my models.:)

us:)

We greet you one!:)

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Hon,
I read your letter. :) You should write more. :) Please? Hehe
Anyways, thank you thank you talaga sa surprise mo. Nakakahiya tuloy nung tinext pa kita about sa gift and stuff. Ack. haha :(:|
But yeahh... kahit ano pang surprise gawin mo... bonggang bonga or kahit simple lang okay lang... it's still sweet. :) superr na touch ako because I've been bad with you lately tas ganun...
But as I promise I will stop. I just have to control myself... make it balance.
I'll tell you why, pm me. :)
Basta, thank you talaga.
Love you, happy valentines!
xMi

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Aitee.. Have a nice day, guys!:)

"Well, someday they're gonna realize that just a little time from them is everything for us." - Ava's comment on my last entry

Yeahh... couldn't agree more. :) Hehe All you guys out there reading my blog... Take that down! Haha. :):)

Anyways... school's been fine and midterm's coming as well. Bahh. I don't want this term to end because it just reminds me that any time this summer I might leave. :(( I can't even say anything to my friends about taking the same class as them next yr because I might leave this summer. Fuck. Why does it have to be this yearr?? Can it be when I finish college?? :(( I am not ready to leave the people I love. sigh...

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He and I are fine now... :) We were able to sort things out on Feb4. We did fought again on Feb5 (our monthsary which sucks more) because of this thing that happened during Worlite but things were fixed before I went home. I thank Mica and Marie for being there for me the most when I needed them... and saving me from the Jeep. It was this close from hitting me while I was walking unconsciously. I saw the jeep in front of me and I heard it honking on because I won't go away. Haha.. I didn't even notice until Mica and Marie were like "Mimi!! Okay ka lang ba talaga??? Muntik na yun!!" Haha Danng... I was really not myself and yung utak ko lumilipad.. haha. Gee. Huhu Tears ran down my face when I realize that I wasn't with him that time... what if this happened.. and that. :|:(( But I was mad... soo I didn't care..

I went with Marie and Mica at Tropical Hut and there Mica called Yolec and asked him to come there... we talked and we sorted it out. :) Hayy... Atleast by the end of the day we're both okay. :)


Hayy ang drama. :| Haha XP


Tinatamad tuloy ako mag kwento na.... til here na lang munaa...
Just got home from school and I need sleep. :|

Gtg.:)

My turn!

I feel like I need to do something... something that everybody has done except for moi.
&& that is....

My Top 8 New Year's Resolution.

un) Learn to dance - youtube/summer @ trumpets/ lessons with marge?
duex) Clean Room - more often
trois) Improve writing skills - must!
quatre) Practice photoshop skills - advance practice before I hit 2nd year.
cing) Be a better friend - :) I am still the same (don't worry) I just have to be nicer. >=))
six) Save money - I bought myself this really cute pink bear piggy bank for me to save money. I'll start when school starts. :))
sept) Back on track with SPO - must! must! I shouldn't be lazy to drop by and stay for and hour and a half or even 2 hours just to complete my 8hour residency.
huit) Stop eating junks/sweets - acck I am afraid to have diabetes. :|

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My Firsts of 2009. :)
Movie

Song
Goin' Crazy
Video Download
"Forever" - April Rodriguez (YouTube)
Picture


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Oh! Oh! Look what I got...

Haha yes! yes! A comment from Moe my Korean hs friend who speaks tagalog! Nakakamiss na tawagin akong "MehMeh" Hehe. That's how my HS (Kostkans) batchmates call mee kasi. Esp, Moe, (Daddy) Jorge, and Paul. Miss ko na silaa. :((


``i can't bear anymore days.... ``

it was 2:30am

Yay!!

After what?? 4 hours of searching for new skins and changing my layout with another color... I finally like this one. Okay.. not so much.. but I'm satisfied. I'll prolly change it later when I feel like it. I was gonna make a header/layout but then I got too lazy and I wasn't in the mood to make a layout. Grr.

Oh! "you are my princess from above the tower && i hope to rescue you someday" came from the song that Yolec made for mee. :) hehe Since I couldn't think of any quote and I suddenly remembered that sentence of his song... boom.. there you go. :)) hehe

Currently talking to Mj. I am very glad he pmed me earlier or else... kanina pa siguro ako dinudugo sa html codes and dun sa pag palit-palit sa colors. :)) haha Laughtrip kausap si Mj... nakakamiss na nga ee. :(( it's so sad he won't be my classmate with any of my subjects next term. :( But oh well... it's alright... I think? hehe. :))

Anyhooo... it's 3:40am... both MJ and I are still awake but I feel tired now... I think I'll go to sleep in a few minutes.

Owkiee. Nyt y`all. :)

/gonna edit pa my site tomorrow. :|

it has finally come!

Look who's going to EK!



ME!
x.

Karma can get you really fast!:|

I woke up at 840am kahapon and I was shocked when I was looking at the clock... wishing that it was wrong. I started panicking... didn't know what to do... I WAS LATE FOR MY ALGEB EXAM!!!

Good thing I still have load to call up my mom since they weren't at home and the CAR wasn't at home. I couldn't leave the house and just commute! I don't know how to commute! (cept lrt/mrt) Damn! I was able to talk to my prof by texting and he actually gave me another chance and meet him at rm M501. But I was still late! I arrived at school at 1030am! And I didn't tell him that I was late because I woke up late. Yolec went with me to the main and searched for Sir. We looked at his schedule for proctoring and at the same time (1030am) he was at AKIC. I didn't care for walking a long way as long as I get to take my exam. I seriously need some grade to pull up my "final grade" which was 69. I need at least a point to pass. However, I could have gotten 2.5 or 3.0 if only I wasn't irresponsible.

My prof didn't let me have my test anymore. He doesn't have any copy because the head of Algeb have them all. :(( I was crying in front of him... begging him to give me other chances like quiz or something. Anything he can come up with about anything I'll do it. He offered B-Math but what the hell I haven't learned anything from there why would I take it. Good thing he brought out about "how many points do I need to pass" because I seriously don't want to be the one who will ask for a point because I was the one who made a mistake... phew.

I agreed to get UNO instead of nothing... :(( as in 1.0 which is a "pasang-awa" grade.
Pero sayang yung 2.5 or 3.0 ko na makukuha ko sa course card dapat.
*sigh

But it's all good now. :)
My parents aren't mad at me.
They understand that these things happened pero sana daw I could have left a note so that they'll wake me up at 5am or something.
Sigh
Ohwell. At least I wouldn't have to repeat it. :)
Goodbye Algeb, HELLO B-MATH. – i soooo hate math. :((

My sadness went away when I was with my friends. :) Yolec was with me eversince I got to school (even the time when I was begging my prof to take the exam) . Man it's soo embarrassing him seeing me cry. He saw me crying. :(( Haha He said sya lang daw ang dapat umiiyak. LOL? Okay. Noo, kasi ganto.. I've seen him cry a couple of times... not like bucket of tears ha like.. teary eyed lang. – Why? well whenever he hears me talking about "Canada stuff" nasasad syaa. hehe :)) soo yeah. Ohwell... we're all good. Nabawe naman lahat when we were at MOA. ;))

We first watched Four Christmases. Then after we met up with Mon&MJ by the bay. We were there for an hour... and then we went around the mall... and then we went back to watch the sunset. :) Man it was cold. :) I like. We stayed there til 7pm waiting for Gracie. And then we went to eat... and we said our goodbyes.

I wasn't able to see my other friends but I wish tuloy parin kami sa EK on saturday. :)

COURSE CARD DAY ON FRIDAY DEC. 19 2008
I'm excited. :)

FMA7 FOREVER

Heyhey!:)

Sorry it's been weeks since I last updated.
It's our last finals tomorrow (Algeb) and woopiee it's our BREAK na!:)
ONE MONTH, baby!

Tomorrow after algeb, maybe I'll go look for Ate Riza so I can watch and finish my make up seminar thingo for SPO and then Yolec and I will watch a movie. :) Wee. :) Hehe And maybe after we'll meet out friends who will be at MOA tomorrow as well and hang with them.

Dang I still cannot believe tomorrow is the LAST day for FMA7. :(( It's sad. I wish we're block mates forever. Nyaha. Kidding. I wanna meet new people na rin but I don't want my barkada to be apart. We're so many but we're all good. So many things happened, good and bad... you name it!:) hehe But our friendship's really good. :)

You wanna see us? :)

{this was made by Inna Antig}

mon, mimi, alyssa, mica, marie, lois, bry, mj
nikki, loren, yolec, inna, pat, igy, annie
danica wu & danica rueda
^Yepp! That's us!^

Do you wanna know our stories? :) Okay I'll share. :)

* mon & mimi are the closetest... you can call us bestfriends na rin
* mica & marie - bestfriends
* marie & inna - closefriends/bestfriends
* danica & inna & marie went to the same HS, CSA laguna(?)
* lois&bry - someone called them "calbry" because they're like a couple (But they're straight ha!). They're just together all the time.
* lois & bry & annie: used to be the trio. :)
* then later lois & bry & yolec became the trio.
* mj & yolec are the chubby ones.
* mj - has a big nose and ng didingding. (haha saamin na lang un)
* nikki & loren used to be the best of friends before..
* loren and yolec are the "labteam" before...
* pat, annie, yolec, igy and mj liked the same girl. (secret... hulaan nyo)
* inna liked two guys.
* mica is starting to like *ahem* someone...
*mon likes someone. :)
* mimi & yolec are together. :)
* danica wu & danica rueda are the "twins".
* mimi's close to all the girls. :)
* mimi's closetest-EST among all are mj, mica and mon. :)
* pat and mj had an issue before. – because they're always together and all (they're not gay)
*wu, rueda and alyssa are the athletes in the group. – wu: swimming, rueda: badminton, alyssa: pep
*nori's somehow part of us na rin cuz she goes with us.

Soo cool no? Hehe. We might not be always together but when we're all together... we're all good. :)

Imma miss everyoneee. :(( Imma miss those classes with FMA7. Kahit yung iba di ko ka-vibes pero nakakamiss parin. Hehe.

Cgee. Aral na ako algeb. :)

The Day!

DECEMBER 5, 2008

happyyy day. :)
&& the day we made it OFFICIAL. :)

+ after p.e., me, mon, loren, inna, yolec, mj, pat crashed in igy's place again.
+ bought lunch at 7eleven and ate them at igy's.
+ watched Date Movie.
+ had a talk with MJ - about... haha secret. – not mee.. someone else.
+ was suppose to here Him (Yolec) sing the song he made for me... but Mj left us alone in the room...
+ wala... lang haha kami lang two sa room.. talking. :)
+ then... later.. Pat and MJ.. went inside... nakihiga din sa bed. then, Igy went inside.. sat on mj's butt... and he shouted, "kilitiiinn si MJ!!"
+ we did that too to Pat and Yolec... haha it was fun. :))
+ WE tried to sleeep... but we didn't.
+ ... waah... he was kissing my hands.. XD
+ ... and when i was trying to sleep.. and opened my eyes... we kissed >< haha (smack lang naman)
+ wala... we were just being... sweet... haha ><
+ pumasok kami comski lahat late naa. hehe
+ wala ako sa mood.... from comski-dynarel. i was doodling starting from algeb-dynarel... :|
+ then.. after school... my friends (mon, yolec, patricia, grace, pat, mj and igy) went to the white building – a cafeteria sort of place and then we hanged there lang...
+ then... natira na lang kami ni mon and yolec...
+ wala.. hehe moment namin ulit... – ayaw ko kasi na masyadong close.. or whatever infront of our friends.. naiilang akoo. hehe >< pero sa ibang close friend ko ok lang...
+ then later.. bastaa.. he asked me na lang if i can be his gf... (it wasn't the only thing he asked... meon pa pero to make the story short...) it took me time to think.... pero yeah i said yes. :D hehe

sooo yeaaah. :) I'm happpy.:) I saw him... he's face was really red. :) weee.
haii.

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Learned so much stuff today... about my friends. :) weee i miss talking to them!:)

Not NOW

Ayaw ko pa sana mag bitaw ng salita pero ever since nung narinig ko yung parents ko naguusap nung pauwi na kami from my Lola's house... I couldn't help but feel so bad. :((

I seriously don't wanna leave yet (for Canada). I know, I know, it's way better there but I really cannot see myself leave around March/May this year. My parents said they'll see pa if ever I can stay behind and finish college here then follow them in Canada.

I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I know I had to be strong and just spend every single moment with my friends. I wanted to confront him as well (maybe on tuesday) because I think he should know where I'm standing at... :(( Pero nasasad ako kasi nung schedule enlistment (nung time na we all knew we might not be in the same class for all the subjs), i saw him... basta he was really upset... what more if I leave in a few months? :((

Gah!! I hate leaving. :((
Why now???
Why when I started loving the life that I have now?

I hope I stay... with you by my side... forever.

lovelove

Mi: alam mo ba sa phone ko… you are “apa-yo.ü” and mon’s “apa-(his whole name)”
Y: haha when mo pinalitan yung seo?
Mi: kanina lang nung ka text ka ni mon.:)
Y: ayan pinalitan ko narin yung seo sa phone ko.
Mi: oh? ano nakasulat?
Y: “oma-mi….<3….ü”

Haha. Ang cuteee. :))
Sorry if it’s too cheezy but i find it really cute. XP

Mon kasi eh. She wanted to call me and Y, Oma and Apa. :))
Sya daw si Eggie/Eggy.

*Oma - Mama
Apa - Papa/Daddy
Eggy/Eggie - Baby

Haha

Must Read If You Really Want Updates!

Yo! Yo! This is my sched for my 3rd term. :):)
Like it? Like it? `Cuz I do!:)
Weee.

`Inna, Mica, Marie, Mon and I have the same sched `cept Inna, Mica and Mon will take Frehand.
`He will be having 5 subjects with me as well. :)
`MJ, Nori, and Pat will have the 3-4 subjects same us ours.
`Igy, Bry and Lois have a diff sched from us. :(
`Wu, Danica Rueda, and Alyssa since they are athletes... they've enlisted earlier.. and I'm not so sure if we have some of their subjects the same.
`Marge and Cris has the same Petwoda as us.

Haii. Sooo saaad. :(( Promise, our barkada really stayed til 830-930 just to enlist with the same sched. Even if we didn't have the exactly sched... they had some. okay na yun!:) basta we see each other parin. :)

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Hmm, I'll update you about the guy I've been talking about. :)
Uhm... This week lang kami ulit yung nagtatabi lagi and we go where one go. Haha. :))
We've been very open to eachother tsaka sinasanay na rin namin na maging open para hindi rin kami mailang.
I think my friends and well most of my block can see it narin... huhu. Ayaw ko pa sana malaman nila na "we like eachother" kasi wala lang... Haha. :)) Everything's too fast. haha :))
Oh! Oh! We're not together yet! Hehe But he already asked me if there's a chance... and I said yes. Haha.

Oh speaking of that... yesterday we went to mcdo with mon.
and we ended up talking about "us".
I didn't want to commit a relationship pa eh. Things are going so fast and I want to see pa if he really loves me kasi bastaa haha long story. I want him to prove to me na totoo nga yung nararamdaman nya kasi... finnee he falls really fast... hehe but he answered my questions naman na "Why me? Not her? What's the difference? Prove to me..."

Sigh. Basta yung napagkasunduan namin kagabi... we'll take things slowly. :) We'll build the relationship we have right now and we'll see later if we're both ready or I AM ready to commit a relationship. :)

Awwww. hehe that's it for now. :)
anyways i gotta goo!:)

can we be together forever?

here at school... trying to enlist our sched na...
nakapag enlist na ako but my friends hindi paa. :((
im so sad and well everybody is SAD. :((
i don't want my barkada and i to be seperated pa but college is like this. :(
huhuhu.

:(( ayaw ko din na magkahiwalay kami ng sched nyaa.
arggg soo hard

could this be love?

you're all i think about.
...dream about
...care about...
and i miss you more and more each day
and i'd always want to be next to you
like when we were just friends.

can it still go back?
even if we both know the truth?

sigh.
if only you know the truth....

Quick Update

Heyhey!

I've talked to my Adviser and I'm taking Philoma. Since I don't know how to draw yet... I better start practicing now so when we become Sophie, I'll be able to be good at FreHand. :)

So yeah... I told you he and I are fine now. We talk through text and ym but never at school. Blah! What the heck right? I was talking to Inna yesterday and I was telling her about the things he and I were talking about. He was saying kasi he won't sleep not until he have seen my work (my logos & ticket for Green Harvest)... then I told him that "sabi mo yan ah! pag tinulugan mo ako I won't talk to you tomorrow" then Inna said, "hahaha!! ay naku empty threat naman yan!! ni hindi mu nga siya magawang tignan ehh!!" LOL. yeah she was right. Grrr. Well I'm sorry I could not look straight at his face because HE KNOWS! and now that I KNOW ABOUT HIS..... it's very awkward! haha :)) but I really miss him naaa. huhu. I hope today... later at class.. we'll talk naa. I can't take another day not talking to him. It's just so saaaad. :))

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Last saturday, SM North Edsa because CFC-YFL had a Praise Concert called "Hooked" and yeah it was awesome!

I met new people !:) Oh! We all got a baller band and it says, "hooked" and then "Rom 8:39". Nice yeah?

It started with a mass first and then the concert started. They sang I think all the Hillsong United songs which rocks sooo yeahh...

Haii.. sorry I gotta go. Need to get ready for school. :D

rollercaster ride

Right now I really wanna scratch this

"Boy,
you got me crazier."

entry under this because after that day I felt nothing but sadness.

Monday was okay... but I ended up hating my day because of these two people I see all mushy-mushy when they don't need to because they aren't suppose to be one and they aren't even a COUPLE!

Yes, I like the guy, period. But hell, it hurts to see the guy you like getting all mushed up with a girl he's not even going out with. Okay! that's like.... neverminddd!

And then today (nov4), I didn't talk to my guy friends... I was with my girl friends the whole day. But for today and maybe the rest of the week, I want to be with them (girls) naman cuz I know they will help me and stay with me for whatever reason that I'm going through right now. I actually missed them today. Today also was the time when I again felt like they've been there even if I didn't really talk to them for the past months properly. Awww. See what girl friends for?

School finished and I didn't talk to my guy friends parin... Esp, him. Of course I don't want him to know which him I'm not talking to. Haha. Plus, I don't feel like talking to them because I don't feel that open when I share guy problems 'cept for Annie. :) hehe

Anyways. Imma leave now. I'm having cold and I need to sleep now. :(
Nytie!

ym stat: so tired of showing you what i feel but you don't see it boy, you don't. :|

Right here, Right now.

Aiinakoo. Tinatamad talaga ako mag update.
I was going to blog like days ago but it seems like I never get a chance to really blog about what I want to say. You see, as I mentioned before I am having a short-term memory which means every time there's something I need to remember later, I don't get to remember when I recall it. Gahh! It's really annoying and I really wanna gain my memory back! What should I dooo?? :((

Anyways, I've watched two movies this week. I watched HSM3 and My Only ü. :)
Both I like.
HSM3 was okay though. I prefer HSM1-2 for the story but the songs & dances HSM3. :)
My Only ü was nice and funny. :) hehe
Sigh. Why is loovee everywhere but not here?
Awwshh. :( hehe

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I have a question.
Have you ever liked your close friend? What did you do when you know that he loves your close friend (even if it's fading na) and he's liking your other close friend? Move on or Tell him?

Ackk! Must help meee. :((