Nothing compares to you

I miss blogger. 

I think I'm coming back... 

it's just so different when you know you have this kind of site.

Tumblr is more of a... twitter/plurk kind just that you can post more. 

Anyhoo.

Just keep comin'.

:)

New stuff. :D

/edit; there's my banner and it's still like pixelized but oh well... I really don't know how to fix it. :(( hope you still like it.

First ever blog for year `09. :)

How was your New Year?

Anyhoos, I've got a new layout as you can see and well thanks to doughnutcrazy for the wonderful layout. I had to change some parts and the header because I can't relate with the header he had. But credits are all to him. :)

The header is dedicate of course to him. Weee. :) lovelove.

Later... maybe in the afternoon(it's 255am) I'll fix my header again. It looks like it was pixelized and I don't know what happened to it. :(( huhu

Aite aite. Imma blog again when I finish my entire site. ;)

Good night y`all.


``imissyou``

guess what?

My blog's open for everyone again!
I had to close it for invited people only because things here were kinda private...
but since now that everything's fine and yolec and I are legal... I guess it's fine. :)

x.

it was 2:30am

Yay!!

After what?? 4 hours of searching for new skins and changing my layout with another color... I finally like this one. Okay.. not so much.. but I'm satisfied. I'll prolly change it later when I feel like it. I was gonna make a header/layout but then I got too lazy and I wasn't in the mood to make a layout. Grr.

Oh! "you are my princess from above the tower && i hope to rescue you someday" came from the song that Yolec made for mee. :) hehe Since I couldn't think of any quote and I suddenly remembered that sentence of his song... boom.. there you go. :)) hehe

Currently talking to Mj. I am very glad he pmed me earlier or else... kanina pa siguro ako dinudugo sa html codes and dun sa pag palit-palit sa colors. :)) haha Laughtrip kausap si Mj... nakakamiss na nga ee. :(( it's so sad he won't be my classmate with any of my subjects next term. :( But oh well... it's alright... I think? hehe. :))

Anyhooo... it's 3:40am... both MJ and I are still awake but I feel tired now... I think I'll go to sleep in a few minutes.

Owkiee. Nyt y`all. :)

/gonna edit pa my site tomorrow. :|

new layee

I've got a new layout!
And this time it was made my mee. :)
The code layout was from my friend, Ava and I just changed the header and colors.

Mann. What i did the whole day was searching for a new template but then I ended up not liking almost all. :(
Soyeah.. I decided to make my own..

Hope you like it. :)
Gonna blog soon.

1:40AM

*Note: New layee! It was made by Ava. When I used this skin I was wondering how come it looked familiar then later on I found out it was made by her and then I remembered her using it before. :P
- credits to her!

Oh yeah! My dentist adjusted my braces 2 days ago and my brackets are dark pink now!:)
I can feel it tightening right now. Gah! It really do feels weird. :|:|
Goshh, my post is soo boring!

School will be in 4 days! O.o
Ohmygulayy!! It's soo near na but I'm still not ready yet!!
okay, i am kinda excited but i am nervous tooo!!!

Man, I haven't even finish my dance lesson yet!
I'll have it `til May29th!
Gah! But I actually do have a plan.

But then I feel guilty `cuz I know school is my priority but I can't also miss a lot of parts on our recital when I attended my dance lesson with a perfect attendance, paid Php 6,150, and I'll be dancing for a short part lang?! A big NO! The reason why I took up dance lesson was because I love dancing and now that I was given a chance to show people what I've got & what I've learned this summer, I don't think I can just miss any lessons out!

Man, I can feel college life now.
Have to make decisions on my own now.
Damnit!

I'll miss 2 days of school... I guess it'll be fine? I hope so. :|:|
I am not the kind of person who always take leave or get sick kaya I think it's okay na I'll miss two days? Goshh! I am feeling guilty talaga! :|:P

the little things

Happy Birthday May-ers!

Belated Happy Birthday to Aanchal! (May 3rd)
Wooosh I forgot to greet her.

cute yeh? i know. :)

New layout! Not made by me though but I credit lyricaltragedy for the layout. I edited some places though so that it will look a bit balanced.

Anyhoo hows everyone? I'm back here at Antipolo. Yay! Atlast, after so long at Marikina I kinda missed my real home. Haha. Oh yesterday, we went church first and then to Sta. Lucia to play bowling. I saw Hanika! I haven't seen her for like I think when I got my report card which was first week of April? Fun fun!:) Hehe Yeah so we played bowling.. it was fun. haha After that we ate at Red Ribbon and bought Chicharon so we will munch at my lola's place while watching tv. Yes, I had my tummy blowned up again. Haha You know even if I'm wearing braces I still eat a lot. Haha They said papayat daw pag may brace bakit ganun even if I have it I still eat a lot? Haha! Pasaway talaga!:P

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Trumpets. So far it's okay... I'm having fun.. sort of. Last thursday, Sam was absent. We all thought Ate Len will be the one who's absent because she said twas her only vacation but then it turned out that Sam took the time off without telling us! Well wherever you are Sam, you missed a lot! We had new steps and new formation. Man it's confusing. I have something to admit, mataas ang pride ko kaya I always feel like I always need to be good, I need to be graceful and dance like Maja Salvador but I can't. I know I need to practice more but then it frustrates me a lot whenever I see myself dance OKAY (only). I look at myself at the mirror everyday dancing our steps but it seems like I can't improve it. Gah! I don't know when I started being like this. :( It's so hard to always remind yourself to be the best because it's so tiring when you don't see the result/or see it so slow.

Haii. I hope I'll get through this. I don't want to feel that way anymore because it bothers me a lot instead of trying to improve myself more. - I guess it's really hard when you idolize stars that are really good and be in the same level when you are just a starter. XP

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Mom is coming back tomorrow afternoon! Yay! I'm excited. I think I'll come with my Tito when he picks my mom up at the airport so that if ever they can just drop me off at Podium. Or maybe not. Haha I'd like to see my Macbook before I go Trumpets. Haha Adik. :D

Oh yeah speaking of Trumpets, they will have some kind of Trumpets Fair on May14 and I don't know yet if I'm going. LeaLuLu said she'll come. Haha I'm thinking who to bring pa... pero before I invite I have to ask pa if outsiders can come. I don't know kasi eh. I hope Ate Len can come kasi parang pupunta ata si JP eh. I'll ask them tomorrow. :)

Our Showcase/Recital will be at I think the end of May. The last time they announced it they said May29th but I'll confirm. Anyhoo anyone wants to watch ME dance (haha) you can go Trumpets PlayShop at the Podium 5th floor and then buy tickets there. Php150 for one ticket. Come and Join us!:)

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Huhu Reason Conference! I wanna go!
But then it's all the way to HONGKONG! :((
I remember going here last year and it was fun!
REASONLive - listen to them

Got a clue?

Yay! Got myself a new layout again but this time it's made by me. I was very touched from what Ejay told me few days ago about how she admires my works and stuff and it was very flattering. Hehe I never really thought my works to be loved, as in loved, LOVED talaga but then I'm happy if you guys did. Hehe.

Anyways... I am already in season 3 of Veronica Mars. What can I say, I love the show! Speaking of veronica mars, my layout feat. Kristen Bell (Veronica Mars). I don't love her but I think she's one great actress.

I admire her character a lot in the show. I realized that even if people think that she's a loser -in school , she's still not because when people ask her to help them investigate their cases she still helps them even if they talk shit behind her back and in the end they become nice to her.

I know, i know it's hard but tell me about it! I seriously admire the way Veronica ignores those bitch talkers in school and still help them later on. I wish I am Veronica Mars atleast a week. And be with Logan Echolls. Haha. Peace!


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I better go now. I'll blog again tomorrow. Need sleep.

Nyt y`all.

Study ka na!

Yes new layout! hehe I still use the code from the owner of the layout (wind it up feat Gwen) Actually this is not a new layout. I made this long time ago but then yeah i re-used it. :P

Anyhoos i was really busy with school. Ngeon lang ako medyo nakahinga from art. I`m happy im done with my report I just have to put a face and shade my yellow right and i`m done. I think i`ll stay after school tomorrow na lang or friday. Gusto ko talaga mag pahinga. Lagi na lang ako natutulog ng mga 12am which is not good for me since Im sick.:(

This week is our quiz slash revision week. All we did was test test test in class. It's good though cept that we're like robots. Grr. Tomorrow I have geog test and on friday i have p.e. and by next week EXAMS NA!!

Here's my exam schedule.
*bold ones are my schedules

18/6 - Biology (1), (2)
20/6 - English (1A), Listening(2)
21/9 - Chinese (1), (2) / French Listening (1), French (2)
22/6 - Chemistry (1), (2) / Accounts
23/6 - CIT / Chinese History / VA
25/6 - Physics (1), (2) / Geography
26/6 - Maths / English (1B)
27/6 - Chinese Listening (3), Chinese (5) / French (4), (3)
28/6 - Economics / Commerce / Practical Test for Phy|Chem|Bio
29/6 - Ad Math / Eng Lit / Practical Test for Phy/Chem/Bio

Yay! I have no school on 18th & 29th. LOL. Hayy I really have to get off my ass and study na. LOL But i feel sleepy. I've been sleeping in class today! Sarap matulog! Naka aircon kasi! =P

FREE

This will probably my 4th entry today.. i`m sorry can't help it.. I love blogger! Hehe I don't get any hesitation from blogging and blogging til i get satisfied and go to sleep. LOL. I think it's because of "NO COMMENT" area because it makes you wanna just save all the stories for next entry cuz there's always a "COMMENT" linkie somewhere on the new entry and makes you wanna just wait til later. That's why i didn't put any "COMMENT" linkos cuz Taggy is better i guess. =D

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I told my mom about the book i borrowed from marienne, it's called "So You Want To Be A Teenager?" and it's about what every preteen must know about friends, love, sex, dating and other life issues. It's a really good book for all teenagers; it helps you to think more and teaching you what you can do and what you can't.

What clashed me the most is the topic "Dating". See, i`m a teenager (and so are you) and some people who are in the same age as i am are in a relationship right now, who already had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends, who did things that aren't suppose to be done, who crossed over the limits and etc. But do we really think we're that mature enough to handle things? I don't think so.

There was one question in the book and it was, "What is your definition of dating?" and my answer to myself was.. "dating means two people getting to know eachother well" and I was right. - hehe. Some other people think that the meaning of "DATING" means something like they're ON already but actually it's not. It's all about hanging out with the opposite sex, knowing eachother a little bit more and stuff.

Like what i said earlier, at this time of the teen-life.. almost all teens think that they are "MATURE" enough to handle things so they do things that aren't suppose to be done unless you are really mature. So sometimes they ended up regreting things and hoped that they didn't do this or that.

. . .

I told my mom what I feel, because from what i've notice to myself is that I don't have crushes not like before.. i used to get loads of em in a year or even fall inlove with them and stuff. I told her that I promised to myself not to get attach with the opposite sex about 2-3months ago because once i fall hard on a guy and i'll have strong feelings on him.. well might not control it. I'm afraid of being heartbroken again. I don't think I can handle to love someone and in the end we break up and then what? BROKEN HEARTED AGAIN?

Plus, when you're in a relationship it's like doors are close for you and also for your partner. You don't really get to have the space to breath when you are in a relationship. Mahirap na.

I told her that from the book that I've read that it made me really believe that it's better to wait `til i'm OLD enough to go in a relationship so I can handle things in life. Even if it might feel the same way, atleast i`m in the right age my parents won't worry to much about me.

Anyways.. this is just what I think for me and I just want to share my thoughts. I'm not talking about anybody in particular but then you know.. just think about it again. Are you MATURE enough to handle things? =)

If you disagree with me.. it's ok. I`m not saying to follow what I did, or think like me because i don't make your decisions and control your thinking. Don't also take it in the wrong way.=)

i`m single yet i`m happy.:) i`m gonna enjoy life being single. hehe