I want my life to be like a video tape. :D

Listening to Selfish by Nsync made me remember the past. When he and I used to be just friends. When I was problematic about the whole issue of "me-liking-him" thing. Sigh... Old memories, man.

Call me weird but sometimes I wish I can go back and feel those again. I feel the excitement being in that world. Tampuhans, fights, misunderstandings, the care... damn I can totally feel the attention! LOL yuckk KSP? haha hindi naman pero you know when you are in that stage... you are in need of someone's attention? their time? and most of all... them?

Sigh. Those times. :) It's what I call my rollercoster ride. :) Looking back at them now it was a fun experience... I wish I can rewind them again and again whenever I feel like it. :)

Forgive me, okay? I just miss everything. The old times. When we were just friends. When I was more carefree...

BUT I am happier now. Thankful for what I have `cuz I'm in love with someone who's in love with me as well. :) weee -- kiligs

Sorry sa post aa. LOL wala lang.. share share lang... tagal ko kasi hindi na nag popost ee. :D

Cgee na ngaa.. alis na ako. :)
Plurk/Tumblr mode.

Not NOW

Ayaw ko pa sana mag bitaw ng salita pero ever since nung narinig ko yung parents ko naguusap nung pauwi na kami from my Lola's house... I couldn't help but feel so bad. :((

I seriously don't wanna leave yet (for Canada). I know, I know, it's way better there but I really cannot see myself leave around March/May this year. My parents said they'll see pa if ever I can stay behind and finish college here then follow them in Canada.

I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I know I had to be strong and just spend every single moment with my friends. I wanted to confront him as well (maybe on tuesday) because I think he should know where I'm standing at... :(( Pero nasasad ako kasi nung schedule enlistment (nung time na we all knew we might not be in the same class for all the subjs), i saw him... basta he was really upset... what more if I leave in a few months? :((

Gah!! I hate leaving. :((
Why now???
Why when I started loving the life that I have now?

I hope I stay... with you by my side... forever.

short term memory??

I'm now in 10th floor with Inna, Mon, and Yolec doing our filipino game report thingo..
Currently helping them find short stories for our questionnaires later. Mon and Inna have been giving me examples in order for me to understand what we're gonna do for our game later... and right now... I can't remember what to do again. Huhu God help me remember things. I am a short minded right now and it's not good... It's NOT GOOD. haha :))

Mmkay I'll go back and find tagalog short stories so that our group can eat naaa. Huhu
Good luck to us!:))
Hmm.. Intecom midterm exam is on thursday! Damn Shit.
It was suppose to be on Oct28!! Huhu
I've got lots of things to do this weeek!
but it's all GOOOD.
Atleast we're doing something naa. Haha
I've had a loooong break from school even if we have school but i don't feel like we're doing anything. Darn.

Anyhooo. I really have to go and help.
Our teacher got mad at us last meeting cuz we didn't attend her class.. and she said we're dead meat. :)) hahaha

KK, gtg