I Couldn't Ask For More - Edwin McCain

Lying here with you, listening to the rain.
Smiling just to see a smile upon your face.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I found all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes, seeing all I need.
Girl, I think you are it's everything to me.
These are the moments I know heaven must exist.
These are the moments I know all I need is this.
I have all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.

[Reff:]
I could not ask for more than this time together.
I couldn't ask for more that this time with you.
Every breath has been answered. Every dream that has come through.
Yeah, right here in this moment, it's that we're all meant to be.
(Oh) here with you, here with me.

And these are the moments I thank God that I'm alive.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I've got all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.

[Repeat Reff]

I could not ask for more than the love you gave me
cos it's all I've waited for.
And I could not ask for more.

Echoes of Our Hearts - Joe D'Mango

*I will post the song later. :P I'll ask it from my dad. :) Iono where he got this from but I will upload the song or whatever it was. :) Must read it's soo truue. :)

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echos of our hearts. We all fall in love and there are times that we love so much that we lose ourselves in our own emotions. More often than not, we wonder why are there that love and love that grows cold. We would start to search for answers and try to find out love was gone wrong but in the end we find ourselves where we started. We cannot question love where it has it's own reasons. Love will always be as it always has been. Silent. Mysterious and deeply profound. Many of us believe that love was forever that love never dies only to be dissolution in the end. When we find out hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have look at love has need to be fulfilled but love is only gift given for us. We should not hold it in our hands for we never find our strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it lasts and then freely open our hearts when it's time to say goodbye. When we fall in love with someone, we don't want the feeling to end for it is everything we are and everything that we wanted to be. We pray that love would stay and grow in our hearts but if it doesn't then we should never let our lives taken by it. For life should not end or heartaches begin. There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the feelings we wanted to stay forever, let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart. For love it has to swings free and find a place where it belongs. We might have lost it but then again when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts we will hear that feeling resounding silence forever then we'll know that it has never left us for the good that we have become because of love will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be thankful and happy not because we have lost love but because once in our lives that feeling lived in our hearts and made us happy.

Promise of a Lifetime by Kutless

Currently in love with this song. I love it.

I have fallen to my knees

As I sing a lullaby of pain

I'm feeling broken in my melody

As I sing to help the tears go away

Then I remember the pledge you made to me

[CHORUS:]

I know you're always there

To hear my every prayer inside

I'm clinging to the promise of a lifetime

I hear the words you say

To never walk away from me and leave behind

The promise of a lifetime

Will you help me fall apart

Pick me up, take me in your arms

Find my way back from the storm

And you show me how to grow

Through the change

I still remember the pledge you made to me

[BRIDGE:]

I am holding on to the hope I have inside

With you I will stay through every day

Putting my understanding aside

And I am comforted

What's wrong with you?!

Seriously, Mimi..

You need to stop doing what you think can make you happy/satisfy because by the end of the day you always feel crap.

You know and you can feel it naman!

Why do you always have to make yourself suffer?

Why do you always have to feel this when you know maybe those other things can help you move on??

Damn shit.

- - -

I just need you.

I need some time with you...

You know... I miss you like hell...

Maybe I just suck and not lucky enough to make us talk.

My time is always NOT good enough

And it sucks even more because it only works when you say it!

1 Corinthians 13:4

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful nor conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes."

Not good. Not good at all.

I don't like what's going on with me.

I just keep talking and talking without doing anything. 

I keep saying "sorry" over and over again and nothing happens.

Now... I am starting to feel pity for myself. 

Starting to hate myself. 

...

Why am I like this? 

I am suppose to be thankful and let things happen the way it is because having someone likehim is a blessing already. He is very understanding and patient. He puts up with my suckiest attitude and still he loves me the way he loved me before. 

...

Why can't I just be happy for what I have now? 

Why do I always keep asking for more? 

I want this to change... :( 

I want myself to change.

I feel like I'm not mature enough to have a serious relationship... 

I hope things will be okay soon... I really want to stop this... 

He deserve better than this. 

:(

Nothing compares to you

I miss blogger. 

I think I'm coming back... 

it's just so different when you know you have this kind of site.

Tumblr is more of a... twitter/plurk kind just that you can post more. 

Anyhoo.

Just keep comin'.

:)