I Couldn't Ask For More - Edwin McCain

Lying here with you, listening to the rain.
Smiling just to see a smile upon your face.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I found all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes, seeing all I need.
Girl, I think you are it's everything to me.
These are the moments I know heaven must exist.
These are the moments I know all I need is this.
I have all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.

[Reff:]
I could not ask for more than this time together.
I couldn't ask for more that this time with you.
Every breath has been answered. Every dream that has come through.
Yeah, right here in this moment, it's that we're all meant to be.
(Oh) here with you, here with me.

And these are the moments I thank God that I'm alive.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I've got all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.

[Repeat Reff]

I could not ask for more than the love you gave me
cos it's all I've waited for.
And I could not ask for more.

Promise of a Lifetime by Kutless

Currently in love with this song. I love it.

I have fallen to my knees

As I sing a lullaby of pain

I'm feeling broken in my melody

As I sing to help the tears go away

Then I remember the pledge you made to me

[CHORUS:]

I know you're always there

To hear my every prayer inside

I'm clinging to the promise of a lifetime

I hear the words you say

To never walk away from me and leave behind

The promise of a lifetime

Will you help me fall apart

Pick me up, take me in your arms

Find my way back from the storm

And you show me how to grow

Through the change

I still remember the pledge you made to me

[BRIDGE:]

I am holding on to the hope I have inside

With you I will stay through every day

Putting my understanding aside

And I am comforted

Yo!

"And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made" - Breathless (Shayne Ward)

Wah currently inlove with this song.

Man.. Love is all around.. I really can't help and wish I have one too.
Haii...

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So yeah I was about to have my NEW MOON back again since it was borrowed by the twins.. but then I lend it to Bertie. Ehe We're not close pramis but then oh well it's okay. hehe
Everyone is sooo addicted with TWILIGHT and Stephenie's other books. It's just so weird that after the twins and I have read Jorge's book, everyone I know & see are reading it too! I'm sorry but I have this thing eh.. and I know I have to stop it.. everytime I have something or read something or whatever something and I find someone I know suddenly have it too parang "Arrrrrgg!" It kinda gets on my nerve. Haii Sorry it's the way I am. =P (but for my friends.. i don't get irritated.. weird noh?)

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We're graduating soon! March26`08
I will blog graduating post when the date is near. For now all i need to focus on is our clearance for Mr Bunuan. We just had clearance with Ms Caparas today kaya kami ginabi na ng uwi. We had to sing the songs from the graduation mass or else no clearance. Gahh! I was suppose to sing in the morning but na black out ako! Grr I begged her naman to let me sing pa later.. so yeah. Eon. Haha I sang Amanamin instead if Imagine me without you Grr. Ohwell at least im through with it na! Hehe As for Mr Bunuan, I have to memorize our school hymn and also for Dr. Tope. Grrr I am sooo not use to this. In Hong Kong kasi wala ng clearance clearance eh. Haii.

Okay narin atleast 1 down, 2 more to go! :):)

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Mika: i definitely want a summer fling!

Gahh I want it too! I want to go tagaytay na!! :):)

I LOVE YOU GOODBYE

I LOVE YOU GOODBYE.

2 years ago.. I loved someone whole heartedly and hated him at the same time after wards. When I was with him.. I felt lucky, i felt safe, i felt loved by the guy that i was madly in love with.

3 months of enjoying each other's company, I felt so grateful having such an awesome bf. He's like a total package. LOL well not really but you know he's sweet, nice, gentleman, funny, caring.

By the 4th month.. he started ignoring me & avoiding me. He wasn't returning my calls, my text message and my PM messages. There were days when he write shits on his msn screen name and I knew exactly it's for me. Honestly? They were very painful. Each word he typed down on his screen made me feel miserable. There weren't anything I can do but sit there and wonder what did I do wrong. I was totally lost that time because our relationship was very blur and he won't try to talk to me about it.

One day I wrote in my msn screen name, "071905 do you remember that?" (something like that) and he replied, [*TAKE NOTE: it through msn screen name ha!] "it's over!" I stared at my msn.. with all those negative feelings & thoughts floating inside my head. I was totally confused, angry, sad.. basta negative feelings. I was soo angry at him for acting like that. I hated him so much after that day.

I remember myself crying in my sleep for months. Was so depressed & miserable those times. I've always question Daddy why would he leave me hanging there alone without any explanation.

Months and months passed by.. I slowly learned to stand up and leave those things behind. I can't let myself be miserable for my entire life and cry for a guy who left me hanging. PLus I don't deserve him after all the things he did to me.

I moved on!:)

Then yesterday.. i talked to his one of his best friend (i think) and his friend said, "he said that he enjoyed his time when you guys went to the beach". Awwwww. Flattered akoo. Hehe even if after all those times diba? But yeah I know he had fun kasi I made his dream (as in dream you know when you're sleeping you get dreams?) come true. Birthday ko ata un tas nag beach daw kami.. and we did it. :) hehe. - DAMN! those times!

Anyways.. i've been thinking about those questions that I've been asking Daddy for a very long time. I've always wonder WHY? would he leave me.

Then I was watching Nina's concert yesterday night before I sleep and there was this song called, "I LOVE YOU GOODBYE" and it did really hit me. I repeated the song and listened to the lyrics carefully...

*NOTE: every words in this song is so meaningful. really.

NINA - I LOVE YOU GOODBYE

Wish i could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish i could say to you

That i'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something i can't do

Oh i could say that i'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know i'd only hurt you
I know i'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can find some way to understand i'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart i know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that i could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh i could say that i'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know i'd only hurt you
I know i'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as i love you

Oh i don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But i'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye

I was so surprise and somehow understand it parin that maybe that's why he left me hanging alone because he knew that if i wait for him too long it won't work. I might be wrong though but still I thank Daddy and also him for doing it what's right even if it hurt him so much. =(

It's amazing really how God still answers your prayers after years noh? Imagine 2 years of me begging him to tell me WHY WHY WHY? did it happen.. and now that I'm okay with life and his memories doesn't really hunt me anymore.. God still gave me the answer. :)

I love you Daddy! =*