*bleh!

"Everyday, I try to play, another game
But my heart can’t take it.
I try to find, another boy,
But all the while, I can’t face it.
Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop this hurt inside
Oh baby please, give us one more try"
Come Back To Me - Vanessa Anne Hudgens

hey! i'm not that desprate okay! haha if that's what you guys think. XP as much as possible i don't want to be soo desprate to a guy. that just not ME.

talked to tony just now.. and heres what happened;

WRITER'S BLOCK says:
well yea
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
i thought u were like going over him already
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
lol
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
i guess thats just u trying to protect urself from the fact
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
lol
mzh0ney.CEE___x says:
yepp.
mzh0ney.CEE___x says:
thats exactly what ive been doing and kinda showing everyone but iono if they got it
mzh0ney.CEE___x says:
how did u get it?
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
psychology*
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
i mean everyone does that once in a while telling ppl they are fine to feel fine even tohugh they arent
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
but like it doesnt really work
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
but in some cases when ppl are like really down they go crazy
mzh0ney.CEE___x says:
i dont want to LET go yet.. iono but i think i still do love him
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
good for u
mzh0ney.CEE___x says:
iono what he did but its just that no matter how hard our rela is I STILL LOVE HIM :S
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
now
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
tha
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
is
mzh0ney.CEE___x says:
what?
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
true
WRITER'S BLOCK says:
LoVeS

ito naman when i was talking to camz..

camz: Ikaw ah
camz: Dont muna
camz: Hmmm
mille: i wont
mille: plusss
camz: Ako mag-20 na ako hahaha
mille: the only person i want to make out with is *him... iono why pero lam mo
mille: i cant like anyone right now it's like someone's stopping me
mille: i feel like i cant give my kisses to anyone else cept *him
mille: iono why is he THAT special to mee
camz15: Awwwwwwww
camz15: Love yan

i guess that answers my questions. Haha. Mhmm! Two people had told me that it's TRUE LOVE/LOVE na un! SANA! Hehe.

i know i have been saying na "ayaw ko na.. or i'm going to let go.. blah blah" but tony's right.. i was just trying to protect myself from all of it.. and also to stay strong. - im sure you guys did that too before... for sure di ako nag iisa! haha. I still care about him and yeaah i still do have feelings for him.. haish.. here we go again haha

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today is one of the most tiring day ever!

during VA lesson.. we didnt do anything but we did some sand castle thing... we were doing it for the whole two lesson, lunch time.. and lunch recess. i didnt even get to eat! then after that, PE! we had netball! eh ang init init pa mandin! pero we won! we were the second team who got the highest points! So meaning we're not one of the teams who's gonna run from ground floor to 6th floor then run back down the ground floor again! Haha. Bleh! Eon after that.. had maths.. went causeway to paayos my ipod.. got home at 7 something na cuz 238x was sooo slowww and u know what? we have match tomorrow we only had one training tas match na agad. Haish! So much for the first day of the week.

ohwell... i gtg go na.. i still have to finish the hand thingo sa photoshop so that my dad can print it tomorrow. NO more time.

before i go... look at this!

[form1 days]

tim, mr harriso, harry, ms ophelia, me, tony, rea, maynard, nads

tim, michael, nads, mimi, rea, ramandeep

the GSIX. sigh.. we're missing niji now. :( // nads, ramandeep, rea, me, luna, niji

vivek&harry. gosh they LOOK sooo young pa dyan! XP

found them here :)

ciao!!